When HE finally says "Go!"

For two years I have wanted this. Two years I have prayed and pondered upon this opportunity.For two years I have felt GOD say "not now". At first I thought HE was firmly telling me "NO!" and I didn't understand why HE would say no to something such as this- but now I, Frances Hope Allen, am going to Uganda. On June 5th, 2017 I will board a plane that will take me farther than I have ever flown simply to love on those that are the "least of these". Not in my time, but in GOD's time- HIS beautiful and perfect timing. The past two years have surely not been a waste for HE has faithfully been teaching me along the way. GOD has been preparing me for these past two years for these 10 days to come. There is beauty in waiting in obedience for GOD's perfect and beautiful timing. (I will confess that I did happen to throw a few temper tantrums along the way). For the past two years GOD has brought me to places of preparation, and yet I am sure that when I get there I will feel completely unprepared and learn far more. I am thankful for the past two years of my life in which I have taught little ones, learned to study scripture as God intended, served in sacrificial ways, helped care for precious individuals who had special needs, cried and persevered. GOD is teaching me that seasons of waiting are not meaningless- they shouldn't even be viewed as such because HE is working in them. I think about the struggle I went through not having a car (which I know sounds first world) and how I cried out to GOD in the midst of the trial and asking HIM to provide either a better heart or a car. For three years this went on- and three years it was a struggle. Then one day HE provided when I least expected it. I never told any one the type of car I saw myself in- and I would have been thankful for any car in that season- and then when I saw the car chosen for me I wept, because it was my dream car ( a small outdoorsy black SUV). GOD provided for me even the selfish desires of my heart, because I had waited and trusted HIM. There better truth HE didn't have to, because HE owes me nothing and I owe HIM everything. I am so thankful for seasons of trial and waiting because GOD teaches gratitude in them. HE is so faithful. HE is so just. SO loving. I am humbled because I have waited GOD has been providing left and right the finances I need to go to Uganda. I am learning that obedience in waiting is good, because when we wait for the LORD's timing we truly see that it is perfect.
Much Love, Frances Hope